A page from my Wife's Diary

That's it, we both have reached this state that we can't live together anymore, one thing led to other, in the beginning they were small arguments and then next one or two days things used to become normal, but now even small things start a big argument. We decided to part ways, it was 2nd Sunday in the month of July, it rained so heavy in the night and and my wife booked a taxi around noon and I helped her load things up. We exchanged our personal diaries .. yes that was the pact we made when we got married two years ago... so we could have at least our memories, experiences with each other and we said Good bye to each other and taxi left.

A week passed by, I pretend not to miss her. But not to hide it was not easy, life was upside down. It was Sunday morning again, I opened her diary after breakfast and turned few pages and started reading a page

Date: October 18, 2023

Aaj tho bahut bura gaya din, 2-3 meeting client ke sath jo samazta hai hum kuch karte hi nahi, uspe manager uska kaam muz pe thopta hai aur paanch baje nikal jata hai

It was already 7pm when i reached home asked my husband to take care of dinner, he said he was tired also, wants me to order from outside which he knows i don't prefer outside food  during weekdays ... and one thing led to other and we had a looong argument :-(  My expectation was not that he takes care of dinner, i would have helped as my mood gets better but more than that what i expect he listens when i share about how my day went  yes i ask a solution, that i actually don't expect him to give me solution right away but let me talk thru my problem without you giving me your advice... yes i ask but don't want an answer..

Kuch problem aa gaya tho tum google pe lag jate ho, nahi tho koi sports dekhte ho dimag ko divert karne ke liye. Lekin hamara dimaag waisa kaam nahi karta, hum ko usko dimag se nikalna padta hai wo hota hai kisi se baat karke ham jitna baat karenge utna dimaag halka hota hai, woh hai hamara stress nikal ne ka tarika tum kahte ho aurat ko samazna mushkil hai, tum tho har baat literally le lete ho, jab tak literally lena band nahi karoge tab tak samzoge nahi  gusse mein tho hum badha chadhake bol dete hai, lekin waisa kuch rahta nahi hai hum jab bolte hai poora ghar gandha padha hai, woh hota hai hall thoda idhar udhar ho gaya, koi thoda help karo clean karne mein agar bol rahe hai ki tum bilkul pyar nahi karte,  matalab show some care, love, agar bol rahe hai aur koi mil gai? tho samazlo attention nahi mil raha jitna chahiye

Tum kahte ho, I keep jumping here and there, hamara dimaag waise hi kaam karta hai, isi liye hum eik sath char char kam lete hai tho argument shuru hota hai koi topic pe, usme bua bhi aa jati hai, tumara pichle saal ka "trip with friends" bhi aa jata hai, ya aur kuch, hume jab eik problem solve karna hota hai, aur eik laate hai, aur eik, phir eik jab sabh kuch baat karte hi end main satisfaction milta hai tum tho bol te ho, eik tho solve hua?? lekin tum yeh nahi samze abhi bhi koi problem solve kisko karna hai .. 

ok good night, shaayad kal ka din tho accha jaaye

me .. what!!? what logic is this??? not talking much would have solved something... ??